Grad Essay is Underway......

Hmmmm...... my final essay at seminary is underway....... ya, my grad essay after changing my program from M.Div to MACS......

Well, it's okay to change the program, but the change is not what I want to....... Anyhow, may be, He has different planning for me, who knows?! Haha....... :P

The topic is about how does parental divorce affect integrity of the children, and why do I choose this topic?? First, I was one of the "victims," the children of divorce. Second, more and more people choose to divorce, and so more and more suffered kids. Yet, there are insufficient resources and knowledge to understand their needs, so we donno how to help them.

Wonder and wonder, I understand myself more. And, may be, my friend(s) need(s) it too.

A month to go, may be less than a month..... for me to finish, find somebody to proofread, submit to my prof, amend and finalize my grad essay.

Ya, please pray for me if anyone of you reads this blog, haha...... thanks a lot....... q(^o^)p

God's Warriors -- CNN

Accidentally turned to CNN yesterday nite and found a program called "God's Warriors," and it talked about Jewish, Muslim and Christian. It was a replay, and you can catch up on net if you missed it......

http://www.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2007/gods.warriors/

Some thoughts and highlights:
- End time is about Isreal, but how do the Jewish face now??
- Jewish Vs Muslim??
- Holy Land, who should owe it??
- So, more unstability or battle there??
- How did/do/will Jewish treat Christian, or vice versa??
- From the program, a Jewish says they will not be saved if they don't accept Christ Jesus; is their thought true?? --> Bible does talk about it, but.....
- Why does USA help Israel??
- What is the impact to your faith from the program??

The fall in Vancouver is So Beautiful.....

The Fall in Vancouver is so beautiful although the sunshine and daytime are very short......






Yet, when seeing the red leaves, that's nothing you can depict but just exclaiming WOW........

It's soooooo Amazing about the creation and sustainance of this world........ ^6^

Here's a link of one of my four albums, enjoy the pretty scenery:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=27745&l=03f80&id=568950358

Aiyoyo.......

Aiyoyo...... haven't written anything since so many days ago lu, er...... laziness is a factor...... forgetfulness is another factor and what else....... haha....... :D

Raining so many days, and then having 2 days sunshine, but then going back to rainy days, oops....... and yet, went to so many places on those 2 days, like Burnaby Lake which is so beautiful, lunch with Paul, who is my Korean schoolmate, and also other pretty places around Coquitlam and Vancouver, good good good....... ^6^

May God bless Paul cos' he has a hard time in doing his part-time job besides study, and he also needs to take care of 2 little babies and his wife besides serving at church. Give him strength and wisdom, Lord; and yet, thank God that his wife does not have homesickness anymore, and that's so cool...... :)

And me....... pls help....... my grad essay brainstorming + preparation + research + outline and also....... my renewal and direction +....... Hmmmm.........

Some Thoughts......

Just visited Greg's home today (6 Sept 2007) and saw his father. See through his eyes, he was not full of energy. Yet, he was a kind, nice and friendly uncle...... ^^

Well, in his eyes, I thought of my mum..... almost same age and status:

Greg didn't talk to him much, and I didn't talk to her much; however, Greg cared about him, and so did I. May be, we didn't know how to communicate w/ our parents; and my heart felt sour at that moment...... what can I do, and what can we do??

Uncle and I talked very much at meal time, while Greg was away to watch TV...... and he made good dishes, and he even gave me a fresh 鮑魚 after supper...... wow, it was tasty.....

Auntie passed away 2 years ago (if my memory is correct), but I know he missed her much..... and what did he face when his love left?? How did he feel?? How could he cope with the horrible fact?? Separation was horrible!! Eternal separation was even worst!! How about break-up?? How about not meet your Mr. or Mrs. Right?? Sigh..... >_<

God....... has mercy upon uncle, pls............
God....... has mercy upon my mum, pls...........
God....... has mercy upon Greg, pls..........
God....... has mercy upon me, pls........
God....... can You??

God still has mercy upon me..... ^^

Thank God that I can stay longer after receving the "letter" yesterday..... ^^

The worst is: I lost my momentum, direction, mood and everything here...... sigh..... :(

I Just Want Simple Life, That's It.....

I just want simple life, and that's what I want; however, how come it is so difficult for me to have such simple life.....

I just watta have a girl who loves me, and I love her too;
I just watta get married with her after 2 years or so of courting;
I just watta have our own family with at least 2 kids;
I just watta have a simple and happy life thereafter with her and the kids and surely my mother and her households.....

But...... what on earth is it so difficult for me...... >_<
Again and again, I can't advance........ :(
Are You playing me??
Am I a loser forever??
Sigh.........................