I Just Want Simple Life, That's It.....

I just want simple life, and that's what I want; however, how come it is so difficult for me to have such simple life.....

I just watta have a girl who loves me, and I love her too;
I just watta get married with her after 2 years or so of courting;
I just watta have our own family with at least 2 kids;
I just watta have a simple and happy life thereafter with her and the kids and surely my mother and her households.....

But...... what on earth is it so difficult for me...... >_<
Again and again, I can't advance........ :(
Are You playing me??
Am I a loser forever??
Sigh.........................